Life Update

Here recently things have changed in my life. Yesterday, September 21, 2009, was me turning 18 years old as an independent individual.
Got kicked out of my house with all my clothes and a few belongings...
long road ahead.

I'm kinda glad to get away from my Grandma though.. I felt a huge stress
release lift from my shoulders. Although I'm here on Earth lost at the moment in time; to succeed and make the life the best it could possibly be, I will accomplish.

My Mission on Earth..

Throughout my life-time I have wanted to become many things many different times. Through my elementary school career I wanted to become an astronaut. Through my middle school years I thought I wanted to go to college to become a pediatrician. Now that I'm a senior in high school I have come to the decision of going to a community college to get my basics out of the way; after that I plan on attending KWC for Industrial Engineering. To follow my dreams of being successful in the economy, I plan on having an amazing wife and seven total wonderful young ones who I will teach and guide to success.

On a different note, I'm starving! Some New China sounds amazing right now! I think I'm gonna take kira and my-self to eat there after school...

Roller Coaster...

At this point in time in my life, I guess I could compare my life to a roller coaster. Here lately my life has had its ups and its downs; mostly downs. I'm trying to manage going to school and doing all my home work and studying hard to graduate, having an almost every-day job, taking care of my daughter and Grandmother and girlfriend and my-self, getting my license back, battling the courts for several reasons, and work off community service hours, etc...

It seems my mind is always overwhelmed with thoughts of my future.

9/3/09

Early in the morning i arose from my wrinkled, well-slept in bed to rain drops softly splatting the roof of my house. Soon i snapped from dreams to reality remembering all I had planned for Sept. 3, 2009...

After a very early, rainy, half asleep smoke outside my house, I hopped in the shower to wash the odor from my skin and hair, brushed my teeth, got dressed, ate breakfast and called my love with no response to my call. Soon after, I seen my phone's light engaged and heard the ringing of the old fashioned ring tone; what i heard on the other end of the phone was something i didn't want to hear; "i got pulled over doing 28mph in a school zone". My response consisted of words trying to calm a saddened soul and provide security in the situation. Arrived to school late and no Doughnut Thursday for Kira or me...

Everything is back on track to a normal, functional Thursday Sept. 3, 2009.